Sunday 26 January 2020

Dear owls, new place.

Dear Owls,

Coffee in my hand and a million things in my mind. I sit here and I contemplate all the paths life could have taken me. I am thankful that this was the road it lead on. I remember being in my dad's office and writing on my blog. He told me to work for him during the summer, earn some extra cash and gain experience. Little did he know, those moments shaped my experiences in life exponentially.

I am grateful for the many ways those little things made me who I am. Right now, I sit at my day job (my only job, ignore the dramatics) and I write this because I have noticed it's been a while since I've come on here. However, somehow it's always the right time when I choose to come back.

I'm doing my masters while I work. It's funny to me because I didn't expect it to be so different from earning my bachelors degree. I thought it would be attend class, study and ace the course. But with a masters, it's more of "how well can I manage this all?". I started off wanting to ace every course I enter. Then, I moved onto just wanting to get through the course without disturbing my work life too much. Now... I use my masters as a tool to grow and just become the person I've always wanted to be; forever learning, forever meeting new souls.

Everything has been clear so far; finish school, finish university, work. But it turns out, your desires as a human exceed these aspirations. You need something to get you through the weekdays. You need to feel more adventurous. Things need to work out in a much better way.

I believe that everything works out for anybody who lines up to their purpose. Incredible moments can be found in the opportunities that we take despite the doubt and fear that comes with it.

I am so proud of myself. I am so proud of the focuses that I have lead in life. I am sure that everything that is happening to me, is happening for me. I make things happen.

Another exciting thing I would like to continue pushing for is life coaching. It sounds extremely exciting and refreshing to help others. I have always wanted to live a life of service of others, but lately I feel like I have more tools to do this. There are so many things I would want to try in the world. I feel educated, wise and well.

If you've read this far down, I appreciate it.

I'll proceed with my day.

Yours with a passion for letters, love and progress,
Me.
Baby Yoshi Blinking