Dear Owls,
Perhaps the deepest kind of pain I've ever felt was the pain of letting go of something I really wanted. Recently, the universe tests my heart and keeps showing me that the things we long for most are probably the things we shouldn't hold onto.
If anyone feels stuck, just know that it happens to the best of us.
I've held onto a fantasy for the longest time because I promised myself that if I found something that made me happy again, I'd try my best not to mess it up. But, even fantasies end. Even fantasies have a habit of giving up on us. The question is, when do we know to give up on them?
The truth is, when you've finally gotten the perfect solution to the problem, you lose what you were trying to fix in the first place.
It's okay to let go this time.
It's okay to give up.
I'm so proud of myself for holding on for this long; I genuinely didn't know I could care this deeply for anything at all. It's refreshing to know I'm not a zombie.
Back to ZombieLand - where humans are nothing but cheat meals.
Yours with a new keyboard,
me.
